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Could misery be my destiny?
I cannot escape the chios in my life. Born in 1969 middle child of 3 girls, born to an alcholic father and mentally ill teenaged mother. My childhood to say the least was full of abuse, all types. My family tree consists of immigrants from Germany and supporters of the KKK. My grandmoter killed herself by drinking Lye soap and my other grandmother was a prostitute. Family chios creeps into my life with no escape. I have always known I was different from them, but I still can't escape the guilt and there seem to be no avenues for someone like me. My father passed away a year ago at 60, the kemo killed him. I am currently trying to take care of my narcacistic mentally warped mother. I do have four beautiful kids and a hot hubby, but when grandma tries to kill me and claims to be the devil, well it gets pretty heated. NOONE seems to beable to help, I really try to laugh so I don't cry. My question, is it possible that I am just one of the people born into misery forever?
wow god bless you,
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